Tuesday, January 27, 2009

A woman’s tragic era

I was a big share of stick too numerous sexually transmitted diseases, advertising and beauty advertising gaps found this notice: Dr. warehouse staff, a technical secondary school education, there are more than two years warehouse experience is preferred, gender Open. So the Ministry of Personnel Group. Writing a bit vague, instead of just paste, and this let me float in midair heart flutter is still low in the sky. I look at the gray light of day, a few short films ash cloud stagnant air in the gray light, which made me very disheartened. Although not hold a point of hope, I still follow the above address to find out.
In the story before the narrative account of my present situation. Two months ago, I am forced to the ledger 21 materials left on the boss’s desk to hang Shuzheng issued a strong “bang” sound, and the boss sneer: I quit. And then left. Although this month’s wages received should not even think about, but still feel that a happy heart. This drama is premeditated, but the fuse is the arrival of the custodians. I did three years, the past three years, what are the long, but I no longer pay a penny, storage rationale I was neat, clean-money accounts, I do net, not a deficit roding , did not waste a scrap, wages are set in stone 600. I would like to eat, I want to buy records, I would like Internet access, I want to buy cosmetics, my life is extremely hard. Other girls wearing bright esprit, the Shiseido translucent, under bright color hair sticks through the streets, I can only wear my white jeans and straight hair shawls to bypass the streets. Members of the new warehouse is just graduated from vocational school, edgy a girl, their first month’s wages more than I do a full 300, I have not a great place to have a material outside of the noble qualities, which make my self-esteem can not stand in any case, not that a certain person from the Bureau of you, damn her valuable than I let her do well, do not believe I did not include food and a water reed.
After the happy sense of revenge, let me put this month’s monthly fee to buy a very pretty skirt, light blue dress, a very small waist, neck and chest with a beautiful buckle lace embroidery. I wore a skirt extremely incitement in the street walked up and down,a lot of men’s eyes, I was head, like a goose proud. I saw Lee at this time are from the opposite side of I came, wearing a blue shirt and blue jeans, a braided back, uninhibited expression, as is the current fire rock singer. At this time, warm sunlight revenged on him and his movement on the road, which I slammed echocardiography. I find myself falling silently around a lot of deciduous Indus. This scene was like a deep picture so that in later years still remains fresh in my memory.
Generally, long-haired boys, there are two types of hooligans, one is engaged in the arts. This person went into a newly opened barber shop, which made me a bit disappointed, but I would like to understand the kind of person he is. Sometimes my curiosity has a lasting impact, it is also hard to believe my own.
So I run every day to the barber shop, haircuts, hair wax, and even hair, my hair short growing increasingly worse. Finally, I looked in the mirror of the Lee Kwan said: “This woman, who is in the end?”
Since then we started from, we often to a nearby cafe music, but very little tea, but drink. I then started to learn to Louis Vuitton UK , drink to heart does not jump red face.
Lee had two fair-weather friends, a man named Jianzhong, a man named Wang Li, these people feel very mediocre. I feel silly, but I have to disperse my lonely, nothing to do after the break Chung lonely, lonely, whether such a twilight or overcast eyes, in every moment of Jing-yi or inadvertently, such as the misty rain in the March 4 diffuse off, I do not Department hiding, but I also do not want to be submerged it. Attacks and to resist such as a chord with the notes overlap rolling, otherwise, only static string chord, note not only the lives of tadpoles. Therefore, I have doomed his life with his decisive battle.
Lee are the only bit of performance art will pull erhu, always felt that this looks like Lee are a bit avant-garde people inside pull some decadent erhu very traditional musical instruments such a hodgepodge, but he dragged, regardless of their suitability for the erhu. not to mention on India, Red River Valley, autumn murmur and even the fate of Beethoven’s symphony is also holding back a sob dead. I used to deride him: “the essence of the world have let you discard a person lost.” He is still there and I, let me good gas also funny, this is the thing about Li.
I said that Lee is going to have to learn you, grandpa or grandfather?
Lee are said to be a singing of. It’s makes me a bit curious.
Opera Bar. I deliberately said.
Are men in the troupe lire erhu, and other people call him Ali. That year I was only 78 years old, the cinema near my house on, but then broke again looked old and has a big hole in the wall, we often take possession of the door does not prepare a man standing next to a sentry , sometimes as luck would have been often found pulled thigh, flagging down Fortunately, if a stubborn struggle pants on a hard pull off easily, and sometimes eggs will be exposed throughout the buttocks. But then the theater repeatedly shown nothing but “Return of the Condor Heroes Chuan” “tunnel warfare”  and movies. First come singing Shaoxing opera, the cinema has become a cinema. My house has been rented out to men and actors, then pull the erhu Ali Opera to sing like one, and partial Ali also ugly, so when play stopped resentment resentment to the toss to a string to toss about, I always wanted to hear the tears, they often end to a small bench to sit next to Ali, and I said I would like to pull, the Arab-Israeli forces on the hand and taught me. Actually, I feel that Ali is not ugly, but others say that he had this to say, then only that Ali is ugly, you can not ask a child have a very independent thinking, but I think it is only appearance, I think Ali is very amiable, this has not and ugly appearance of conflict.
Later, the Arab-Israeli force and Opera have any drama? I listened fascinated.
Opera and later that good on a small white face, and Ali will no longer impossible to stay , he said that he is going to leave it, which the erhu for him are no longer justified, it gave me, to stay as a memento. Later, I never met Ali, only heard that he spent time in a circus after a period of time, as if to the sale of the cloth, and then later do not know.
Ah edge the erhu, pull Li Erhu are left Li, my brain has been down this transversion words.
Suddenly found itself a bit like Lee are, I think, because as a result of the erhu. Dark red in the hands of the stairs, I saw bag full with snacks, his face is a little girl-like excitement, I smiled at , poor girl, she thought she’s infatuated with love can be captured by a man’s heart, such as Lee Kwan man.
The question now is can I unemployed, I do nothing, I must look for a job to do. I can not stay home and watch old father alcoholism For God is always a ghost For For For Sally looks crazy, otherwise I think I will be crazy, and then a bit to cover all the purpose of a woman called her mother-chee. I have not seen her, in my very small when she died, was drowned in the river next to my house. At night I often will hear crying, a woman cries,Chuan over the river, which I am afraid, is a temptation, and then all of my life to cope with these voices. A quarrel with me and Dad, and too much noise which is, do not remember what to quarrel, I exclaimed: “You killed my mother, why do not you kill me also, you can completely.” Dad stayed in the table beside the empty pale eyes. I am hard to out stray away for a week. At a time when I came back, I saw Dad V in lost paint wooden table, muttered the reading my name, and placed next to more empty bottles, lost an entire lap, the face, There are more obvious white hair, old Dad you Dad, I cried for the moment. Mulberry leaves in front of the green, and mother, in the twinkling stars in heaven, Mom, but we had no opportunity to meet.
And Lee were drunk, I often cried a Tu to collapse, and now Lee is the only thing I can tell a friend, I have to stay away from all the former friends, our buddies proportionality.
I hate wine, it is detrimental to the father, but now I want it to harm me, it is the only way to let me narcotic things, good things, it allows reversed I would like the world to see, I am walking at the foot of the stars, stars, many of the stars.
Do not the. Li were the first time I roared.
I lost consciousness.
Wake up when the sun through the is a Jin, and I found myself a splitting headache. Lee are askew in an old sofa deep sleep, sunshine sprinkling on his face so that the original determination of the lines has become very soft, like a sleeping baby. I fell asleep, they will say that Lee, do you love me? I know he will not hear is why we ask. Because I do not want to know the answer.
I went to a sound manner of a certain big electrical companies in the iron into the red door hesitate for a while, I was reminded of their own mirror, I can not change my eye color, depression and sharp, and it and I the soul is the same, vulnerable and rebellious, but has begun to chlorosis of the face-off is also a bright light like pure look, which I find a little self-confidence, cosmetics is the same good things, I rely on them as dependent on drugs. I saw a row of Chaenomeles Begonia exposed to my little red face, like a smile, which I have a premonition, a very good sense of foreboding.
I was to receive a room, such as the granary as a cramped room, where only one computer with a simple, known as Human Resources. Wood table made of a reactive head, it is a sticky, and would like to streaked dry, it will look a head, this hair like, and with the head no relationship, there is a face, absolutely plain, and in later to see her according to her boyfriend next to tall, I suddenly discovered that face with the glorious fruits, lively, and the original dinosaur also can be turned into beauty.
Dinosaurs from head to heel looked me in detail about it, I think that should be of grass, otherwise I fear there will be life. Let me fill in the dinosaur table, but also I made a speech, tell her I am quite satisfied. Some of her called, the original dinosaur called,to take me to the manager of Louis Vuitton Wallet , I let their sweet smiles to maintain the status of youth, the manager is about three-year-old man, has a sharp eye, I like to have sharp eyes of men, although I will not go to bed with him. Finally, asked me to be able to go to work tomorrow, I have the right face of the most gentle laugh. I found a very good sunlight. I found that there are inner Miller fresh green buds ready for it.
I ran out the company door the first thing is to tell him all, I find a job, do not black and white to living a jolt. I running like a crazy little girl to play, went to the barber shop Li and Li are not in, they went to places where he lived, the doors forward, I am OK OK foot hand in this direction, and scared he would like to jump, and then give him a pleasant surprise. I saw him on the. One was holding back. He and a woman hugged. My mind blank, as bleak winter sky, and then the eyes are cold and wet things slide. I quietly make way weight, I found that my heart what pain, this pain in the days to come long after the case had not occurred, in addition to numbness. I think I love both Lee. Now know, I can not do without him.
I live to the company’s dormitory, and the same room. I think this can be very good to have forgotten Li, there are forgotten that any settlement of the decadent time, I reported to the English language training courses, from close quarters, this is a relatively busy road.
I thought this could very well have forgotten Lee can be on the road, I will have a hallucination, that he appear in every corner of the junction, each morning, I looked in unconsciously search, and expect Lee will suddenly appear in the company’s door, and then told me that it is to inquire about how I am here. I went to great pains to make the kind of look, like a never-ending of the old woman. I ask myself, including water reed, you is how in the end, but I. I can only see the sky of stars, and then burst into tears.
I went Terrace, just want to look at the sky. The so-called Terrace, only a very high cement railing for an indoor all sealed attempts, there is no plant, nor cut the seam. Reminds me of home, and covered with rattan plants balcony, morning glory blue, there Chlorophytum, Forever led trip, full of suspense, it is home.
I saw a man came to the floor of this building, one has for four years when the Marine Corps is still in the army men, a woman in love is better than head smart face pretty woman love men, because women itself has always been smart . I know I need to let out rooms to them, and certainly they do not actually so many opportunities together. Today, I go home I said, I and.
I went to the supermarket to buy a Dad favorite with bottles dry red wine, red wine hoping to substitute for liquor, which is good for his health.
People are very strange animal, every day to meet the eyes of the meat will be as long thorns, it is an eyesore, and even a few non-noisy until meat barbed extinction levels, separated by a period of time and harmony with each other are gas, which is not trivial have forgotten it all. Now, I and Dad are in harmony stage.
I hold kitchen, through markets, I bought some bounce is the mantis shrimp and fresh vegetables, I said, Dad, you should eat more fresh, do not always eat salted fish dry, you see you have become salty a dried fish. Oh Dad laugh, Dad turned into nothing dry salted fish, since old, as long as children Wei-nan also seldom able to marry a good family. Wei-nan is my.
Dad said, by the way, Lee has not found you?
Li? He looked for me?
Yes, almost every 23 days and run around in your absence, Lee are you people are good, recently seemed to his barber shop into a home, what the image of the design room, do not engage in the same hair, and what does not well, this dry, no matter how the innocence, the reputation is not so good.
Finally Dad nagging what I heard the whole into account, I casually Pa some rice on the outside, and I said take your time Drink Dad, I look out on the back.
I have the Diankou Lee hovered for a long time, eventually did not go. My hair has been overshadowed by the shoulder, faint traces of residual dyed, supple and V in my behind. Only faint traces. I inserted the handle blue jeans pocket, no expression and no purpose, along this road lazy to, only fundus depression. The direction of the road is my direction, I have lost their direction.
Shannon rich camphor tree seeds to grow the blue, the glossy hair, such as crystallization of Liangliang, I put it in the palm, and then rammed into the sky, it rises in the sky when I saw the pitch-black sky bright bright stars, down to when I feel lonely. My one place behind the camphora scattered seed, and the feeling of loneliness more strongly.
I walked into a bar to a bottle of red wine. I would like to hear live music, like the broad-leaved plants and lost their lives a simple and honest dissemination of wood piles of tropical rain forests of life, like the blues bar and stumbles have helped boost the atmosphere, it is undeniable that I am a woman stumbles have helped boost heart. Feeling of a man sitting beside me, I have not the rationale for him to continue to drink my wine, a glass cup to irrigation, subsidence in bars and bockii sentimental Italian singer’s voice. This is a song Lao Lang.
“There have not heard that sound / like I suddenly far suddenly near / tell you it comes from my heart / bring an old song / front of you simply say / I do not care about the flowers bloom in spring and summer, autumn and winter
Despite this night deeper / you in my heart more and Shen / down I can not stand up for themselves the masters of / despite this growing faint light / you in my eyes more and more true / visible you face the dust /
This despite a growing blue sky / you at my side more and more ordinary / But some said had not been changed / despite this journey increasingly lonely / you in front of me more and more at a loss / lost baggage than I the same heart “
I suddenly found that they have burst into tears after the side of the man began to speak of: “a romance?” Alcohol has taken place in my role in the body, alcohol, such as the father of life and not on the ability to resist alcohol in genetic. My head lethargy, can not see the man’s face appears to be somewhat familiar with, but can not remember who.
I nodded hard and shook his head. I do not know that he is not wanted to take the.
I want to go home, father at home waiting for me. I muttered vague manner.
I stood up, they found that my brain does not listen to the footsteps of the command, stagger and confused. How long legs like this to someone else, and hell asshole. I whispered of ambiguity. Li drunken ago when I get back I will always help. Now I can go back and rely on their own.
Cried the man in my name, “water reed, you drunk, I send you back.” He is almost mounted I walk, I am struggling to say No, I can go back, a little effort can be found at all.
This man has sent me to our front door, I said thank you, you can go back, you really hot intestinal ancient heart of the good guys, another day. The man shook his head, a pair of ironic way, that there will soon get it, as early as sleep, and tomorrow can not be careless.
Wonder, surprise, this world there is such a good person, I feel incredible. Strange, and this man seems to tell me the name of who he is, but I did not him. Miscellaneous seven bad my mind filled with eight to these issues, as well as alcohol put me in confusion. Suddenly stepped on a soft objects, but also touched the issue of the bang when cans , shocked, alcohol is also up by half.
Then, a man clinging to me.
I, I waited for you a night, know that you would come. Lee Jun, his hair has been the rationale for a very short period.
The man who sent you, tell me the truth. Lee’s eyes were looking at me.
I do not know, I got drunk in a bar, he send me home, I do not know who he was, really.
But I did not see the situation in the day to ask him, or let him give a reasonable explanation, nor the woman who asked. I feared that this is a scar, once again will pull up their own more pain.
I think he loved me. I am hugging him, afraid he will let go a long way away, like a dream.
When I handed over the list several hands when has been a very strange eyes looked at me.
I touched the hair, not chaos, the morning is the comb, and touched the eyes, in the eyes, the nose, mouth, ears, as no less.
How you, what’s wrong with it? I can not help but want to ask.
Noon on how to treat you to dinner?
You pay it?
   No.
The promotion?
No.
Is the bubble to the little girl now? I whispered.
no. He also said the voice down.
This guy, are nerve root which has been burned, suddenly become so generous.you asked me what is not prepared to accept, white Province meals my money 5.
I would like a stick of seven board steak cooked chicken breast strips with a hamburger, you not only asked me, I am sorry, what a meal of it.
I would like to ask you a question, I do not know whether the response of water reed girl?
And work-related it?
That it does not matter.
Said on the talk. I whispered in the stomach, and there are fart put it on, so no need to swallow the pharyngeal pharyngeal swallow.
A woman what is most needed?
Man, a man can give her warmth.
Instead of love? He also used the kind of strange eyes looked at me.
There are the so-called love? Now love like this steak, only the taste of meat, most still spicy sauce flavor, not an hour is a waste.
This is your love?
I do not know, I am a very contradictory, and at the end of the yard, I am a traditional woman, and ideologically, treason and decadence. I was not able to unify their own. Strange how this old heart of said, credit for this meal?
If a woman wanted to take, and she would do?
Thirst for wine, around bars. I said without hesitation.
Yesterday, I met such a woman. leisurely said.
Is not it? I was a bit .
And that woman drunk mess, if it was not I pity Yu Xixiang chivalrous heart to take her home, she may be sold to traffickers Salix of a woman doing a Brothel. Oh, a woman you a woman.
I think I half, holding the hand of fork-shaped curve for the stagnation in the air just like a idiot posture.
 say that I am such a person is only suitable for Valentine’s, but do not meet his wife. Because I am lazy and sloppy surprisingly, of course, refers to life outside of work. Usually do not wear shoes into a wide gray I absolutely do not rub, and I like to wear long trousers, this does not mean that I am ladies, because it eliminates the need colored stocking fee minds, especially the one-piece dress, a set of on the head to heel, also saving wear off also labor-saving, not assigned to go there with about harmonization, I would think with a headache. Often stretch slippers, whether it is left only or right only to the public or the mother or red to wear green in on ok, As for the anti-wear socks, underwear is the most normal thing. Sometimes confused reading of the will with a view to basin.
I have such a person, I am acutely aware of this point, so long ago I do not expect men to which I tune good wife and good mother, I prefer freedom Moreover, when I saw the multi-Pei Pei’s “if it is free, Both can be left “, I put this poem in my life as the highest criteria.
But I am tired now, after the park entrance, I often see such a scenario, a little girl, two braids bar very high, left hand holding his right hand holding the mother, their faces filled with a call the well-being of things, my heart nameless up to pain, and then disappeared, as thieves like.
Blurred yellow light, I shiver in the cold wind, I need a man walked up to me to put my thick coat, and then I slowly. I am lonely soul free my body, I need a little love, a little warm. Then I will for a person to change his. Perhaps I may never lonely soul.
I am willing to change their in, I met Lee are, I hope that the voice of the erhu as a fine line, bypassing my heart, and then get out of Forever Flanagan line. I am very tired, I need in a parked there to stop the mouth of the moment, yes, a moment, did not say Forever. Jules. Sandor said, “just for the past Xiufa haired, bald before us today,” Yes, only for now haired hair, we do not care about the future is bald or white hair.
I have periodic insomnia, brain often messy numerous fragments of mutual impact, can not sleep until hot forehead, eyes, vertigo, look bleak, and then I will choose in the early morning walk alone. My soul has been kept away from my body Health.
I have always refused to incandescent light is pale and cold and dismal, as trapped in a cold and strange place, the temperature in a sudden cooling, until there is no temperature. I like yellow lights, it let me get close to the warmth of the old thoughts in ambiguous in, like listening to some very old songs, “whether”, “the look of your face” as the song, like a very eighties with smuggling over the style bulky radios, listening to the first meeting between the prospect of a solution worry moving, rough magnetic Chyi Luo Yin self-contented, as well as Taiwan’s ambiguous and folk fiery. It was a warm era songs.
I saw Lee were also window, which made me happy, this light makes me feel I can grasp the reality that the temperature, not far away. To the door, I heard a scream, in the quiet air in the water, and then the chaos of the sound.
I rushed into the red blood to see bare wrist from a drop to fall off in smooth Shuimo the ground, under the banner of halo, if after another red hibiscus in full bloom in the Huan strong. A sharp knife in the corner of a bright light hair.
How you? I asked Li. 
How do I know she would do such a foolish. Lee eyes are dull and confusing, and then quickly tore off a piece of cloth,dressing wounds,picked up and left,struggling increasingly weak voice. And I like a stranger does not matter, was hanging out in the cold wind, others have witnessed a farce.
At home, I received a telephone Li. Voice a bit hoarse.
At least nothing major, doctors said to send a timely and should not be affected much.
Oh. I just want to listen quietly.
She wanted and I got married, but her love makes me suffocate, I feel tired, and even some annoyance, I suspect that their loved her in the end there. Really, water reed, in the heart, I always give you a reservation space, but you are uncertain of the girls, and elusive as the wind, I could not know that you feel in thinking in the end, especially in you find the work of that time, I almost lost any of your information, I find you like crazy, but did not find, find your home, and your father do not know anything. You seem to disappear in the face of the earth. I found myself inside the void is filled in the void.
See you again, I found that love you, I would like to parted, but you also see this situation, I simply can not shake off her. I do not know how to do now. He does not help the voice of, how much I would like him to console him. I could do nothing about it to anyone could do nothing about it, including myself, I know that I have lost a thing, that I buried it.
She is a good girl, now the world’s so infatuated woman has very little. I said slowly. I know that I have never for love is not a very persistent person, though, I love both Lee. But I do not know deep down the feeling is that not many years later without leaving the slightest trace of, I do not know. I am a letter from the tragedy of the woman, a complete nothing to do with me.
I just want to know that you have loved me in the end?
I -If not, I will give him an affirmative answer, but - my brain chaos.
We are all tired, a good rest, OK? I begged him to. Microphone is the silence, and then I heard the sound of toot registered. I feel an era has ended. with her boyfriend’s place in the engagement took place differences, Shandong people, when it comes to Shandong, Hubei, said her boyfriend home, not a piece together. Temper great wash basin made of stainless steel when ring, I heard, I took the opportunity to slip out.
I was in a crowded supermarket when Li and single-handedly pushing a shopping cart, shopping basket is full of baby supplies, single-handedly linked bulging stomach bulging, happiness is a woman’s appearance. Water reed, but also all right? Lee is no longer the eyes were what I wanted.
Fortunately. I said with a smile.
Also for me a smile, the eyes not of the past hostility, like a small victory in the women looked at the animals.
In a few days we will be married, is it? I should be a carelessly. In the heart of the flow of liquid in a little bit of cooling, condensation, frozen.
Must drink our wedding yo. I walked out of the good far, is still able to hear a female voice of in my ears constantly reverberating, play all get rid of. I feel the cold penetrate to the bone.
I called in a blue bar drunk, drunk mess, a man mounted call me back home.
I had a very serious neurasthenia, the daily lot of a lot to take oryzanol and vitamin b1, sometimes had to use tablets to secure sleep, like a menopausal syndrome in women, may I have only 24-year-old me.
I opened the window, only a pale of the month, all the stars are dim continue.
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Isabel Butterfly

Notebook before, she sat quietly, like the rural version of Barbie. What the film does not ask, it seems that sitting on my side, is beautiful. I said, “Isabel butterflies, Europe’s most rare butterflies. Used in the name of the Queen of Spain.”
Her eyes wide open. She rarely see the film. Both of us together, staring at a small LCD screen. Sometimes, she uttered amazing. Delivery of tea to her in order to look on as the moment, read out her small mind, I giggle, even love you.
I am grateful that the mischievous 14-year-old juvenile.
Eat more mangoes, but also catch up with hot days, hot heart, I suddenly throat inflammation, the body also can not afford soft and scared. Eventually develop into a hot-cold. Not a total drag, and also inadvertently paint.
Verna come to visit me, and give me a bag of green tea. Like Little Women, to the kitchen for my green tea ice modulation. From time to time came to ask you feeling better?
I am even proud of this illness.
She is worried that tight little face to wholesale jewelry, “is not very boring?” Said, “I am ill, will draw the eyes mango nuclear nose, it becomes a face. Even if the disease a long time, and at those who do not face lonely. “
Suddenly inspired look. Windowsill, I also those mango nuclear them. Try to draw a butterfly. A nuclear one, a total of seven butterflies. Kobayashi met with that unique, but also vote for me smiling at a glance.
Love inspired. Isabel as blue-green, I had adapted. Can not pick on to Verna, I would like to sunlight by Butterfly brings her seven-color.
Gifts for others just can not face-to-face painting, otherwise not a surprise. Verna can be every day, she worried about my illness. Often used as a kind of sad eyes looking at me. “You want happy point.”
Girls really very puzzled. But it is cold, so how to make a fuss, such as I have already beyond cure.
Kobayashi said, “not with me to visit folk artists.”
She saw me, and I nodded. She walked away, I continue my good butterfly chart.
Drag a cold for two weeks to do. Happened to the Tanabata, I call about Verna, she hesitated before you promised.
To see that 7 of butterflies, really, her eyes flash a rainbow of my heart gorgeous. Baby-like, she carried in the palm of the hand. However, my sensitive heart, or what seems to feel wrong. Another hid her eyes disturbed.
She denied that. I have said, “legend, Butterfly Wishing to Isabel, it will be the desire to bring to heaven.” She listened to, to bow their heads to pray.
Kobayashi Intercalation say, “Mo Xiangyin generate a Butterfly.” Verna leaned slightly, the rise of it. Xu is an illusion, I see her eyes as if she has had a tear.
she asked, “Are you really so fond of butterflies?”
“Yes Verna, you like a butterfly Isabel.” Kobayashi before in, I no longer taboo.
Her eyelashes will look, micro stood. I also knew that he was tacky, but I praise her. Love it, this is. I became a five-year-old young boy, love, let me back two decades.
However, she failed a while then left. Kobayashi comfort me, and girls have feelings, you are the barely disguised pleasure. I sigh, I hope that her heart is me.
“You do not, you mentioned several times Verna butterflies, she said that on his own childhood like fashion jewelry.”
Is not it, she mentioned. However, there is this sentence, I will bring comfort. Even, I am determined to create a group of cartoon butterflies. Good-bye, I asked, “Is it like the girls, the love comic Butterfly?”
Verna smiled, looked to move elsewhere.
She has always been shy.
Verna soon began to busy, she says, “the shop to the tourists, and some help.” I feel strange, the most taboo love wrapped around a hard fight to die, I give her space.
Kobayashi secretly asked me how the Verna.
I said Verna busy, he has his own mortar, the city wishes to stimulate his creativity, he had a productive session, and even to speak a few dialects. Every day has been linked to laugh, come and gone. a city agency also links comic, and Kobayashi said that they wanted him to go to work, to the quarters.
Moving day, Verna came. Kobayashi speak with her, using a dialect. I stay in the side, suddenly lonely. If there is a feeling that this is you.
Is already late. Kobayashi left, Verna to stay, drinking her ice tea small mouth, head said, “Mo-xiang sheng, and I decided to engagement Kobayashi.” I could not even blessing is also unable to say, but look at her.
Kobayashi is an excuse to move the original, did not comic agency, is not creative, he is the ex-Verna.
“You take care of. The total to some relief.”
I was the wide-heart, not my Verna, has never been, she then like women.
“There are … …” She stopped suddenly, like a cotton plugging throat.
“I am Verna, not butterflies.” Tim has been a sharp tone in, “you never see me at a glance. Kobayashi only in the eyes, I is Verna.”
I do not know what she said.
“You and the butterfly, I heard about. You should not indulge in the past, the butterfly is dead.”
I am in the mist, “exactly do you say?”
Verna mournful smile, “Yes, you forgot the whole. You miss too much, once dyed paranoid, even though like Butterfly poisoning. You again and again to other girls to find the shadow of butterflies.”
I am even more messy, “What butterflies?” She patted my sympathy to the back of the hand, “Butterfly is your fiancee Yes, she died in a car accident.” I had to rip. I have never had a single, recognized the sirens, but there is no fiancee.
“Kobayashi said you need to relax, a city suitable for convalescence.”
I go to Kobayashi. He see me face, immediately understand. As despicable, but for love? He has always been sincere good, but then a beautiful fabricate stories to divert my Verna, his good actions.
Only moment, we have a costume jewelry cumulonimbus condensate. The air can hear the sound scrape of a knife blade. “How do you want?” He asked. I suddenly understood, for the love duel Pushkin died.
Verna finally decided to go. He said, “Today, I say clearly and Verna. She chose who set her own.”
Siangkou to get off, I have five seconds trance. Vaguely that we Yuanwang that room, Kobayashi said, I’ll give you front walk. Only less than one summer.
I said, “wait for me five minutes.” Flower shop near there, there are spent, such a situation, not to be too flawless Verna.
Hold a out,surging crowd. There has been an accident, a novice, as a brake to throttle to tread. Kobayashi was in a pool of blood Lane, died on the spot.
I froze where I never expected that this is the outcome. God multiple first thing to do before a decision Verna.
In this connection, do not have.
Winter, has returned home, I went to visit a city.
Verna came to pick me, or that the family hostel. Asked her mother, Verna, said the firm, very few tears. Added better.
Lived for three days, talk has always been a handful. Before I left, very few cities in the snow suddenly, people excited like a celebration. May be falling snowflakes Verna, who is only one word to describe, beautiful.
Asked her, or go out to see. She squinting look from afar, “I do not go, there are mango trees.if Kobayashi, and also can smell the incense from mango.” I am speechless. He and she has always been a romantic story, is not it? He came from a big city, in the isolated small town, met her like pure water. Later they fell in love. Should be engaged, he is dead.
Listen to are moving.
I wish her, even if every one autumn, I also can not bear to smash her dream. If I tell the truth, she has become a bubble that summer. Naturally, I never asked that Butterfly 7.
5400 feet high in the mountains of pine forest, and Isabel in the fly, from dusk to midnight. The life span of three days and three nights, short moment, it is a lifetime. If exactly who met with it, will never forget.
If I say, I met a butterfly with the queen’s name, in that summer. You have to believe me, that was my summer Mo-xiang sheng.
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

What kind of person the happiest

Britain, “The Sun” as “what most people happy”, was held with prizes from the activities of the candidates A levy of more than 80,000 letters in the top four best answer:
   1. Work has just been completed and whistled their appreciation of works of artists;
   2. Are being used to build sand castles for children;
   3. For the baby’s mother shower.
   4. A lot of hard work after the surgery, and finally to save the critically ill patient’s surgeon.
   5.wholesale jewelry and fashion jewelry which do u like.
   To become a happy person, from the first answer, we must be aware of the work, work, people would be happy; the second tells us the answer, they should learn to be happy, be full of imagination, full of hope for the future; in the third In answer to tell us to learn how to be happy, must have hearts of love - the kind of selfless, are not charged to pay for love; the fourth tells us the answer, they should learn to be happy, must have the ability, skills helpful to have .
  
   Only in this way, the world will give him the most wonderful talent rewarded, as the saying goes to the people happy to own happiness.
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Saturday, November 8, 2008

To the children, not a child prodigy

Djibouti Ya Xinge India is a 5-year-old boy while he is not a small age, is the world’s youngest marathoner. Because of his 4-year-old part-time, completed the 42.195 km marathon run, it sent shock waves throughout India, people call him a child prodigy marathon.
June 6, 2007, the 5-year-old Buti Ya start a new challenge: to the use of 10 days from the eastern Indian city of Bhubaneswar went to the western city of Calcutta. About 500 km of the Runescape Money. Before the start, there are many people who support Buti Ya, holding banners to cheer him to the starting point. Some media have come to the scene and an interview with the long-distance running prodigy.
However, at this time, an unexpected thing occurred: a large number of police sealed off the Buti Ya long-distance lines. Police explained that they had received the Government’s directive, Singh is strictly prohibited to take part in the activities of the marathon. In this regard, the organizers are very angry that the Government to do so would stifle a long-distance running prodigy, who is also prepared to court the local government to intervene in these illegal acts.
However, Singh faced opposition from parents and coaches, in the face of protests by supporters of Runescape Gold, the Indian government or the ban on Singh’s marathon activities.
The Government of India banned on the grounds that: Singh is only a 5-year-old children, and 500 km of journey, his is a physical and emotional burden, which is easy to make his body appear malnutrition, anemia and heart disease. To allow a child to try, he does not belong to the age of life, which is a very cruel. The state can not be a child prodigy, but has the responsibility to protect the health of a child’s life.
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

There is a “security” the most dangerous

After the end of World War II, the British Royal Air Force statistics in the war effort and expense of the fighter pilot as well as the location and cause of the crash, the result is shocking: not taken the lives of the most fierce enemy fire, nor is it nature’s heavy rain and strong wind, But the pilot’s error.
What is even more puzzling is that the accident occurred most frequently during periods when not in the fierce exchange of fire, nor is it in an emergency evacuation, but the fighter in the victorious return of fulfill its mandate, is about to land in Runescape Money.
But psychologists on the outcome of this is not surprising, they said this is typical of the psychological phenomenon. In a high degree of tension after the external stimulus, once disappeared, human psychology will have “almost can not curb the tendency to relax.” The pilot of the enemy in the hail of bullets in the spirit of the highly concentrated, although the external environment, but because the brain is in a very excited, but it is not easy Chupi Lou.
In his way back, the spirit of the pilot, more and more relaxed, and when he finally saw a familiar base for its aircraft from the runway getting closer and closer, he suddenly had a sense of security. But it is precisely this moment of relaxation, result in serious accidents. Therefore, people in this state control is “false security.”
In the way of life, there are a lot of “Runescape GP.” When a successful close, you should never relax their vigilance.
Remember, there is no success, not your success
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Love to Love is no longer

Take long time for the holidays at home by train. As a temporary decision, happened to get a final vote Green. Into a waiting room, that is the wrong place, sitting in the stand are people who look like students.
I know a wealthy Hamburg, he is in the true sense of the rich. Because his father, no longer need to rely on the work to make money, the money in his house to help them make money. His 18-year-old that year Chuaizhe father to his travel expenses to travel home. He can dominate a day of money equal to the current 2.5 euros, or about RMB 25 yuan. Even in those days, this is a Runescape Gold. Millionaire father hoped his son to travel outside of at least a month and then go home. He had to travel outside for a whole 40 days. There are a few days, he ate black bread and drinking water. He slept in youth hostels, they slept in the living room, the manger, also had to sleep on the field. His home, his family held a big party. Flowers, champagne and the most expensive food overwhelming. He would like to emotion, a glass of champagne on the table money is enough to let him in those difficult days of a meal. He told his father’s feelings, of course, mean little to condemn. His father replied that the child, I was trying to spend my own money, and you spend my money. He said that the blink of an eye, he has to understand his father’s life, the most important gift to his wealth. His father let him know that over a 18-year-old adults, from parents to be in the hands of the money as a gift, no matter how many, should only be thankful for, in half a penny to enjoy the break with both hands.
His experiences gave me deep impression. My Age Of Conan Power Leveling go out alone for the first time while traveling, I routinely gave him very little money, but was very worried. He comes out, I could not help but say, you really need the money, take it on the card, do not save too much. Then just finished, was a regret on the death. Do not save too, should want to make him comfortable only when the prodigal? A few days later I would like to understand that I was a very stupid ah mother. Children love the highest state of a child to adult, they love it deeply hidden. Because you are faced with an adult, he must move toward the community. He will undergo hardship, he will withstand all kinds of hardships and his family but also that it was his own life. If you are doomed to fail to protect his life, and that the best way is to let him learn to live as soon as possible.
In the north-west travel time to see a lot of the walls of the village read: Zaiku children can not be bitter. This refers to education, I agree. But now the Chinese, plus I would also like to remark: the rich can not be re-rich children.
Europe’s Green in the train compartment, I have never seen a people who look like students, even in the Christmas, all packed inside aisle. Some of the students in order to save money, take a number of specialized interchange, the station has stopped climbing. We are now used to measure everything with money, but it is the love of parents, a lot of time and money in does not matter.
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